I'm Suicidal and I feel like committing suicide. I'm serious I'm just going to kill myself. I'm going to put an end to my miserable life. Deciding between my miserable job or college. Today I was supposed to go to an orientation for college and I didn't go. Its to late now. I just want to end my life.
Right now I'm fixing to cut myself on the wrist with the box cutter in my purse because I'm dangerously suicidal and my mom instead of helping me decide What I should do she is no help and only makes me feel worse. Good bye guys you might end up losing a member of confidly. I'm serious I give up on life.
Right now I'm going to self harm. I just want to kill myself. I don't give a fuck about life any more. I give my life to hell. Because I would rather burn in hell then to live this miserable life. It's to late for college and I'm stuck with a miserable Job at KFC that I don't even want anymore because the only reason I put up with this job is to be able to afford and pay for my guitar lessons.
I think the best solution for me is suicide. I'm ending it. I don't care. I just want to die because I'm so fucking sick of this life. I would be much happier in hell.
I ain't never been to hell but I'm pretty sure after I end this miserable life I'll be in hell. I don't care. I would rather be in hell with the devil then to live this miserable life in this earth.
I'm done with this life. Thank you guys for everything you've done I appreciate all the help and advice you guys have given me. But now I must go.