Hi. I'm 17(girl), have a bf,long distant relationship,I trust him,dating for 5 months. Now,my male best friend doesn't approve us. He thinks he is a pedofile,murderer etc. (my male friend is gay so he is not into me) So my friend wanted my boyfriends number,ID card,Facebook. But I didn't give it to him. I was planing to give him the number but he was really not nice to me calling me a internet whore and that I will be raped etc. So I dodn't have it to him. He ignored me. Allot. He thinks he's been understanding enough. And he saied that we will never be like we were best friemds because I put my bf before him and friends. But I really don't. I mean how?! My.bf is 1000 miles away! Amd my friend who lives 100 meters away from me leaved me. Like we were never friends. Like I didn't matter. He never took time.for me. He lied that he doesn't have time. At the end he blames me for everything. What do you think? I tried so hard to keep my friendship. Am I really a bad person?I feel like everything is my fault? I just wanna be dead. But deep inside with all these tears I hear a voice:" It's not your fault. Sleep. You've been thrue some tough times."